In the eerie sound of silence,
I layed my head back,
Thoughts filled my already filled mind,
Images clouded my sight,
Darkness filled my soul,
Grief enveloped me,
Tears blocked my vision,
I. Was. Engulfed. In. Sadness.
I thought about you,
You forgot me .
I remembered our special moments,
But you burnt those memories.
I lost you.
You gave me the ability to lose you.
I tried so hard, so hard to forget about you,
But your image never wavered.
You were still the same in my vision.
And then one late summers evening, I saw you in my nightmare.
You were suffering. Dying even.
I woke up and I came to you.
But you didn’t want anything to do with me.
You just stared into nothingness.
I held your hand.
I screamed but no words came out.
I wanted to tell you how much I missed you.
I wanted to tell you that I wanted you back.
But the words never came.
And you never wiped my tears.
Eventually I spoke. .
I miss you.
You looked at me and held my gaze.
Your eyes pierced my soul.
Your words meant the world to me.
It held so much sincerity.
I looked into your eyes as if staring at your soul..
You were such an amazing person inside and out.
You were blessed but little did you know that..
A/N: I don’t know where the deep stuff came from.
I’m weird I know.
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